2012.

Have a great year guys!!! 2012 here we come! :)

Inspiration.

“It is difficult to inspire others to accomplish what you haven't been willing to try”

I was peering thorough my window and got inspired by the color of the sky. Hence my new blog design. I never really thought about it much, but I guess my Photoshop skills are still functioning pretty well.

I guess, all I needed was an inspiration.

Now I know, a daily dose of such should be enough for me to survive this generation.

Off to find another.

So, what inspires you?

:)

Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas everyone! :)

May you spend this yuletide season with your family and loved ones.

I did, and it feels great.

"'tis the season to be fatty, falalalalalala"

Don't DIET.

Christmas comes once a year...

and yes, it's legal to splurge in your noche buena.

Though I haven't received any gifts this Christmas,

I'm still happy that I got to spend time with my family

and that for me is the best gift that a person, like me, can receive.

So take some time off, Holiday Rush is overr.

Give 'em gifts. Receive anything with an open heart.

Take a breather.

Gain some weight. BUT not too much.

Smile.

For it's the best time of the year! :)

Opportunity.

Look beyond the obvious: "how many rainbows can you see?"

There were a lot of things that troubled me for the past month. Although I thought that my life was meant to be this way, I saw a window of opportunity and this ultimately changed the way I pictured my life to be.

There are instances that we ask ourselves why? and there are situations that come which makes us think really deep. Well, I figured that these instances are merely God's way of intervening. He, like any other teachers, gives us tests and checks, noting every mistake and highlighting every correct answer. He teaches us things, things that we ourselves cannot comprehend until practice.

For instance, if you pray for Patience, God wouldn't just give you Patience. What He does is, He tests you, gives you a situation where your Patience is tested. This way not only do you learn, you understand as well.

Same goes to what happened to me these past few weeks/month. I have been praying to God to give me direction and guidance. Now what He has done is He has pointed me to the right direction, but he enticed me with a lot of temptations and distractions... which I think I have dealt with. Now, I feel that I am taking on the right path. I feel that not only do I see life clearly, but I feel things differently.

It pays to pray. So, learn to pray.

And when you're done, open your eyes to the possibilities, to the opportunities.

This way, therefore, you see things differently... you see them positively.

"when it's dark, look for the stars."

ranting goddess.

I saw this video in facebook and got interested... title pa lang kasi, nagka-interes na ako.. kaya pinanood ko.. and much to my surprise, ang galing ng mga sinabi niya..

Wish I could do vlogging.. but I guess, I can't.. I don't have a freaking camcorder. HAHAHAAH.

She has a lot of videos on her youtube site: http://www.youtube.com/user/thecountessanna

and most of them are RANTS..

Btw, she looks awesome and really pretty too.. kaka-inlove. :)

Rainy days and Tuesdays always get me down.

It's been raining since last night and my friends decided that we don't open our shop today. Technically, I've been slacking my ass off here at home. My aunt and my mom are nagging at me, telling me that I get a decent job instead of a part-time one... and I WILL eventually.

I've been down in the dumps lately... and I can't figure out why. Maybe it's because, there's something that I want to do, something I want to achieve, but I guess I can't.

I know that many would disagree in this thought, saying that, nothing is impossible. But the thing is, I still don't know what I want... I can't figure out what I want to do with my life.

I've been asking God for some divine intervention or some divine light to guide me to the right path, but unfortunately, I still haven't found it yet. Especially now that my plans for medschool are not happening, I just don't know what to do with my life anymore.

I guess, 2011 is not my year. Too much drama, too much time-wasting, TOO MUCH OF EVERYTHING. It's technically still October, but I'm hoping that by the end of this year, I'd be able to figure this one out.

Life goes on. I hope mine does.

help me... I'm LOST. :(

rant.

There just are some people who are born with neither morals nor values.

It's as if GOD forbade them from having these characteristics, which by the way, is VERY IMPORTANT!!

And I don't understand why these people have to be the ones who would act as if they OWN THE WORLD! They act as if, you don't deserve to feel any of the things that you ought to feel.

uhmm.. hello? HUMAN BEING here! I'm no ANIMAL B*tch!

And for the record, THEY BRAG at being MATURE... sorry to break it up to you dear, YOU'RE NOT! Get a LIFE!

Sometimes, it pays to have been brought up by highly authoritative parents. You get to understand morals and values in a much deeper sense.

and as for you mister, grow up!

ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... >=X