Sunday, May 08, 2011

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! :)

Due to some conflicts with my schedule, I won't be able to post anything on MAY 11, 2011 -- which happens to be the BIRTHDAY of my blog (akosiharvii.blogspot.com). So, I'm posting this in advance. :)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!
This blog's a year older now!

I can't believe it, I have managed to seriously keep this blog ALIVE. LOL!
and yes, despite the longevity of my stay in blogspot, I still have 1 follower. LOL!

thank you LOUELA DELOS REYES for keeping up with my blog! Much LOVE! :)

Yeah baby! :)

Friday, May 06, 2011

Bliss.

BLISS
–noun
1. supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment: wedded bliss.
2. Theology . the joy of heaven.
3. heaven; paradise: the road to eternal bliss.

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/bliss

After all the pain and suffering that I had been through for the past month, I finally got a taste of how it feels like to be HAPPY and a genuine one at that.

Going through all the hard turns and the wrong moves, made me realize that I had missed on a lot of stuff. Stuff that should have made me happy and should have made my life easier. But I guess, every now and then, we all have to learn things the hard way. I think that's how God utilized His power over human beings when He gave us the power of knowledge and conscience. I mean, we all need to get hurt sometimes.

It occurred to me that I do have to think of the positives and weigh out the negatives since life isn't all about pain and misery. It started when a friend of mine told me that he had good news with him, and that it concerned me and my unending hopes of becoming a doctor... and yes, IT WAS INDEED GOOD NEWS.

Being with the company of my closest friends made me realize that I didn't really miss out a lot in my life, after all, they were always there when I needed them. They advised me to fix things with my parents, and now, I'm back to speaking terms with my MOM. and yes, we are CLOSER NOW than before... now that that phase is over. We both can finally breathe.

Apart from all the drama of being hurt emotionally, I believe that I am close to feeling that same feeling I got last year... the feeling of being in love. Though I'm taking baby steps as to how to nurture this feeling, but I'm seeing better and my heart's well now. I'm still having doubts as to how this would work out, but I'm still keeping my head straight and my heart strong, so as to, be able to voyage through everything that is bound to come. Though, we aren't officially together, I'm still cherishing the time that we spend together... time well spent.

I've been broke as hell for the past month, and part of the journey that I took rewarded me with one of the greatest ultimatum in my life... WORK. A visitor from Manila endowed me with an opportunity of a lifetime, and as they say, when an opportunity is being handed on to you, you have to grasp it with both hands. And that is exactly what I am doing as of the moment, I'm taking this chance... and I'm threading a much clearer path.

Life is indeed a roller coaster ride. I may have been in the bottom for the past month, but that didn't stop me from hoping that one day, the sun would rise and I'd be at the top again.

Now that the sun is at it's peak, I'm doing the best I can to savor everything that is being given to me. Not only was I able to make lemonade, I too was able to make iced tea. :)

Now I'm looking at my life at a much more distinct perspective.
keeping my head held high.
relaxing my facial muscles and stretching my lips to form a smile.
xoxo
harvii